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Spiritual Readings with Aliya

Love IS Stronger than Death.

"The best & most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart."

~Helen Keller

Freddie, sohandsome on our wedding day with my flowers..
Freddie & Aliya at our wedding 6/21/14

If love could have saved you, 

You would have lived forever...

My Beloved's Obituary

Federico Montez Gonzales Jr. "Freddie" crossed over and became truly free on

December 5th, 2017.

He was born in Brownsville Texas on December 22, 1967 to his parents that he is survived by, Fred Gonzales Sr. & Guadalupe Montez Bedford.

Although his life had more than his fair share of difficulties, he touched everyone he met with his charisma, charm and his amazing smile.

Freddie felt blessed to be loved by his family and friends and to live in this amazing place.

In memory of Freddie, live as he did-

Appreciate the overwhelming wonder and beauty of nature. When you see a homeless person, give them money. When you see an animal, pet it. When you see something beautiful, slow down and take a picture of it. When you see someone who is sad, stop and talk to them. When you have a chance to make a child happy, do it. When you see a flower, smell it. When there's work to be done, do it. When you see pretty things, appreciate them. Wake up every day singing. When there's a hamburger, eat it. Watch Rudolph the Red nosed  Reindeer every year. When you hear music, sing and dance to it. Be happy. Appreciate people, thank them. Be patient with people. If someone is lonely, be there for them. Remember people's birthdays. Show people how much you love them. When people need help, give it to them. Make people feel special, listen, and engage them. Meet people wherever they are on their journeys. Always follow your heart.

Smile, smile, and smile again.


And if you see a helicopter, well...


He is survived by his devoted wife Aliya whom he deeply loved, his step-son Zane who he loved like a brother and his mother-in-law Stephanie who he was a committed, loving caregiver to.


He has a large extended family and many friends who will forever hold a special place in his heart.


He was loved by many and will be remembered by all.

Watch for him in the sunsets and the butterflies, he'll be with us in one form or another,  I promise you that.


When I die

Give what’s left of me away

To children

And old men that wait to die.

And if you need to cry,

Cry for your brother

Walking the street beside you

And when you need me,

Put your arms

Around anyone

And give to them

What you need to give to me.

I want to leave you something,

Something better

Than words

Or sounds.

Look for me

In the people I’ve known

Or loved,

And if you cannot give me away,

At least let me live in your eyes

And not on your mind.

You can love me most

By letting

Hands touch hands

By letting

Bodies touch bodies

Love doesn’t die,

People do.

So, when all that’s left of me

Is love,

Give me away..

Alone, I grieve 
Quietly, I cry

Alone, I walk
Quietly, I remember
Alone, I wish
Quietly, I endure
Alone, I'll never forget you
Quietly, I Love You..

~Aliya to My Freddie

My Beloved Freddie

May the radiance and beauty of their lives never be defined by their death..

"Our goodness is what survives death, and so we cultivate that goodness in ourselves as well as nurture and celebrate the goodness of others around us, continuing to do so when they have passed."

                                             ~Sarah Conover

Freddie, so strong, so lovely to me.
Freddie & Aliya at our wedding 6/21/14
And sometimes when we see a butterly....

My Love for you will Never cease. You are my missing piece...

It's being without him that I will Never get used to.

..and sometimes, just sometimes, when people say Forever, they mean it...


Through veils of peace may you ascend

To promised planes above

Where comfort shall await you

In those summerlands of love

Although by grief is deep and raw

Although my pain is great

I know that you are still with me

I know that you will wait

For in God's time we'll meet again

Of this I am quite sure

I loved you so much on this earth

In absence even more...

We talk about them, not because we're stuck or because we haven't moved on, but because we are theirs and they are ours; no passage of time will ever change that.

He sings a song of hope and cheer,

There's no more pain, no more fear.

You'll see him in the clouds above,

Hear him whisper words of Love,

You'll be together before long,

Until then, listen for his song..

Peace & Love always. Never Frorget.
Forget-Me-Not Flowers- Never Forget..

Federico Montez Gonzales Jr.

12/22/1967 - 12/5/2017

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